as sweet as the priest

im 19 years old. this is the sentence that i should say now.. hahhahaha i not sure that im really happy for my birthday, but im can say that im really grateful for you guys still beside me and make a little surprised for me.

for my friends, thanks for a little cute purple taro cake. very delicious and very cute siaa.. *and the cream cake's attack.... hahhahaha and for all the present that you guys gave me.. i really like the hippo one! where you can get the hippo keychain? it's sound funny you know.. when you press the tail, the sound and little light will be come out. but the cutest and the funniest things is why the hippo sound like horse? wkwkwk but i still love it.. dankee!!

for bandel! thx for your surprise.. hahahah super cool by the way.. i really appreciate your effort for this little surprise,, hahaha you are as sweet as the priest in the church. hahahaha i really like your words yang.. hahaha but still i love the watch.... from all my heart i want to say thanks to you yang and i really like your words that you told me in topshop hahahah..

you are so lovable :)

for all you guys,thanks for all greeting that i had in bbm or facebook,,

i can't speak up!

my room is so freakin hot like a hell! hahahahha... it is because my freakin room mate which is the worst of the bad room mate ever!! i cant speak up to her, why? because i'm Indonesian which is we have to respect to the person that older than me.. ahahaha.. this is so funny situation i think.. so many though that i want to tell her buttt.. i cannot leeehh.. hahaha (*singlish mode on)..

God, you know my pent-up feelings to her.. pleasee.. give me the bright way.. no no no.. the point is, give me the best room mate and the suitable for me.. i know with this situation i learn about how to be patient and keep say thanks to You,, buutt i still need You God to make i love my own room..

kenapa di dunia ini ada orang aneh yang suka sama kepanasan dimana ac sebenernya udah mager ditempatnya buat dinyalain dikala panas.. gw sih gpp klo dimatiin sekalian sebentar tapi klo di setel sampe 27 derajat tuh ac serasa hidup segan mati gak mau taaauuuu winniiiee!!! please deh lo,,,gak biasa dingin apa emang mau bikin sengsara ac? cuma buang2 listrik tapi gak berguna buat orang yang kepanasan kyk gw..zzzzzzz

Potrait

mind

pikiran adalah sesuatu yang berasal dari otak dan terkait dengan hati. belajar dan mempelajari mu itu memang tujuanku. tapi mengapa pikiran ini menjadi bertambah rumit dan membingungkaku setiap aku belajar dan meneliti setiap gerik dan senyuman yang kau berikan? sesuatu yang sangat ingin ku cegah dan tak ingin aku rasakan kalau bisa. pertimbangan yang lebih besar semakin hari semakin kupikul. inikah pilihanku atau hanya pelajaran hidup yang memang harus aku lewati.

sejujurnya aku itu sangat munafik. rajin mengenalmu dan sangat memperhatikanmu. sangat tidak bisa diriku menyembunyikan senyuman setiap melihat dan mempelajari gerak gerik tawa tangismu. tapi mengapa kau berikan aku pertimbangan besar yang sangat aku benci?

for the object of my affection,

please give the best that you can do for your love, hope and our dreams.

I love porcupine

now

Now is all I know
Now is all I got
And I don't know
If there will be tomorrow for us.

Now is all I care about
Now that you are here
Now that you're the contents of my heart.

Now you're all I know
Now is all I promise
And I don't know
If there will be a future for us.

Now is all I live for
Now that you are near
And it was best that from the start it was clear.
Loving is not owning
We can let it go
We can let it go.

Loving is not owning
You can let me go
You can let me go.

There's a reason

Why we love each other now
And we don't know if this is forever.

There's a reason
Why we are together now
And we don't care if it's not forever now.

Now is all I think about
Now that I am happy
And I'm not sure
If there will be a future for us.

Now is all I offer
It's everything I got
And I still wish
That there will be a tomorrow for us.

We love each other now...

home

i really want to back home right now. i don't know why, i feel a little bit comfortable in here.. everything u can get with easier way and the people strictly commit with the rule. living with peace with no more traffic jam and the stupid people everywhere. but home its like a box that i want to keep it in my cupboard but i still want to open it everyday. even though there some messy or broken stuff but every stuff have meaning and useful for my live. maybe this time, my brain,my heart and my thought is a little bit screw up.homework, friendship and relationship make me dizzy. home is the place that i want to go to refresh my mind and recharge my spirit to face my live in here. miss you my family,friends and my home especially my room.. :)

no name

no name bertarti tak bernama. bukan berarti dia tak bernama tapi gw yang tak mau memberi nama.ia mempunyai nama. nama yang bagus,nama yang mencerminkan orang yang memilikinya. kenapa gw gak bisa menyebutkan namanya? karna gw gak mau namanya hilang dari gw. namanya terpatri di otak gw dan menjadi penyemangat gw dalam segalanya. sampai kapan gw menjaga no namenya? sampai dia tau bahwa dialah no name.

person

day by day, i see a new person in my life. it can be lecturer,friends or someone who related to me. everyday become a student in here, i learn something (not something, A LOT i think) how to survive,how to become a good person and how to respect for others. i really happy to have a friends like you all in here.. hahaha.. so creative and every person has different character. perhaps we can still see each other even though our time schedule different... fighting all u guys!!